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For most of you that remember me posting about how I'm supposed to deploy late march early april... or even if I post it cuz i don't remember. Well today I found out when. If you did or didn't get a txt msg from me, or haven't been told yet, my tentative mobilization (deployment) date is the 28th of February. Yes, less than 2 months. Tentative meaning it may be pushed back later. I don't know. Supposedly there's supposed to be a pre-mobilization thing, so Kassie... I'm not sure about the 25.. which is why I said to wait before you made plans to come up for that day. Nothing is absolutely set in stone. I don't know when i'm coming back so don't ask me... I plan on getting an address book so plan on me lookin for your addy... or just sending it to me to make it easy... EVERYONE. i might not even be around a whole lot for the next month or so, cuz i'll be taking courses and stuff... so far i got 2 planned for this week and next week... and then my OIC wants me to do TDY at the unit, meaning i'll be staying in a hotel up there... i dunno how it's gonna work out... we're supposed to go over it tomorrow...
am i scared? hell yes i'm scared. and i've already had to sit thru 2 of my friends crying. to make it worse... i still haven't told my parents... i'm gonna tell them tomorrow night...
i can't even explain how bad i'm frieking and stressing out right now... and this is just one of the problems... it'll be a miracle if i sleep tonight... i haven't in the last couple of days... well anyway...
am i scared? hell yes i'm scared. and i've already had to sit thru 2 of my friends crying. to make it worse... i still haven't told my parents... i'm gonna tell them tomorrow night...
i can't even explain how bad i'm frieking and stressing out right now... and this is just one of the problems... it'll be a miracle if i sleep tonight... i haven't in the last couple of days... well anyway...