Feeling Broken and blue
LJ I feel like everytime I get any kind of ground with friends and trust I just get bought back down to earth with a bump.
I am not worth your time.
I am not worth your effort.
I am not worth having anything that is for me, I am merely a tool for others to achieve their goals.
No matter how much time and effort I put in to trusting people, opening up, laying myself bare and vulnerable, I am just not good enough to have any kind of quality friendship reciprocated. Maybe I just want it too much.
I am not worth your time.
I am not worth your effort.
I am not worth having anything that is for me, I am merely a tool for others to achieve their goals.
No matter how much time and effort I put in to trusting people, opening up, laying myself bare and vulnerable, I am just not good enough to have any kind of quality friendship reciprocated. Maybe I just want it too much.