Hey Girl Hey
Ok, so I started this thing many months ago and I have never posted anything in my own journal, so I figured I could just start pouring all of my feelings out on to here and you guys can just read all of the fuckin drama I go thru instead of me having to repeat myself when I call of you bitches.
So I am going thru a lot right now, with the stress of rehearsing for Michele's show and doing this dance thing down in Corvalis, this is really my life long dream and I am so scared of rejection and not making this dance company. That would mean more to me then I think any of you really know.
Relashionships.......
Girl lets not even get started there, there have been developments in my life that I could not even begin to explain. There is someone that is so special to me in my life, that with out this person in my life I do not know where I would be. I am so scared to loose him and to make him run away. I know that my defense mechanism has been to run away and I don't want to do this again this time around. So that is that in a nut shell I wont go into much more detail with that one.
Brent.....
Keep your head high, you are better then that! I wouldn't call myself your sister, your son and your best friend if you wernt. Work it out Madonna! You deserve every minute of it.
Love you Today, Tomorrow, and Forever
M. Star
So I am going thru a lot right now, with the stress of rehearsing for Michele's show and doing this dance thing down in Corvalis, this is really my life long dream and I am so scared of rejection and not making this dance company. That would mean more to me then I think any of you really know.
Relashionships.......
Girl lets not even get started there, there have been developments in my life that I could not even begin to explain. There is someone that is so special to me in my life, that with out this person in my life I do not know where I would be. I am so scared to loose him and to make him run away. I know that my defense mechanism has been to run away and I don't want to do this again this time around. So that is that in a nut shell I wont go into much more detail with that one.
Brent.....
Keep your head high, you are better then that! I wouldn't call myself your sister, your son and your best friend if you wernt. Work it out Madonna! You deserve every minute of it.
Love you Today, Tomorrow, and Forever
M. Star