So it's been a while since I've updated...
and Today is my dad's birthday. I'm sad that I'm not there to celebrate with him. Lately I've been thinking about what it's going to be like leaving this place. In fact... I'm not even sure what my decision will be when the time comes. It's going to be weird not Being here. At the same time... I get to go back to the place I love.. the place I couldn't wait to leave.... the place that will always be there. Blah. I'm rambling. There's too much going through my mind. I don't know what I want to do with my life. There's too many options... and I can't seem to even KNow what will make me happy. Isn't that sad? I don't even know.
The stress is taking a toll on my health. The lack of sleep isn't helping. One of these days... things will become clear. I can't wait for that day. It can't come soon enough.
My abs hurt. That's a good thing. Did I mention my Sensei is quite handsome? That's distracting. I totally froze yesterday in class. I couldn't even remember my basic blocks. *sigh* it was a sad sight....and quite embarrassing might I add. I'm so exhausted when I get home from work..that I have no energy to practice. I have no discipline.
At least I'm off tomorrow. Life's not so bad after all. lol :)
The stress is taking a toll on my health. The lack of sleep isn't helping. One of these days... things will become clear. I can't wait for that day. It can't come soon enough.
My abs hurt. That's a good thing. Did I mention my Sensei is quite handsome? That's distracting. I totally froze yesterday in class. I couldn't even remember my basic blocks. *sigh* it was a sad sight....and quite embarrassing might I add. I'm so exhausted when I get home from work..that I have no energy to practice. I have no discipline.
At least I'm off tomorrow. Life's not so bad after all. lol :)