ummmm... no
i'm so frusterated right now! i want to leave but i only have two years left and mom paid the check soo... if i leave next year whats the point!?! it senior year... yeh sooo much fun yeh right! i'm soo not looking forward to going back! i love my job! i love going and seeing those CrAZy people almost everyday. they really put a spin on life and make you look at it from another perspective. mom says i should try and branch out this year and hang with "a new group" or something and its like uhhh mom tried that and look what happened. i dunno maybe its not as bad as i think but who likes being ignored or glared at all the time? * puts hand up and shouts I KNOW I KNOW* thank god for soccer! i get to let whats on my mind out without even saying a word!!! even though i hate exercising while i'm doing it i love the way it makes me feel afterwards all acomplished and good. sometimes i wish all of last year could be erased and done over. like everything! going into sophmore year i had such a high confidence level and i was just soo glad to be there. this year complete opposite. like i don't have as many friends as i used and the ones i do have don't even go there so its not like i can hang around them at lunch and shit. but maybe i should stray from my so called " group " and join a different one. i mean i want to party hard sometimes! and just be stupid!! i dunno this is depressing i know .. oh well no soccer tonight yes! ( which means no kelly!) i'm still debating on whether to take spanish and be a year ahead! or take latin to go to rome... i'm not as sure as i was soo its all up in the air now.... hmf... later i guess
rach
rach