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i'm gonna lose it soon.
my schedule sucks. i get it.
i work opposite from everyone else, i get it.
i spend the entire time i am at work talking...with tables, with other servers, with hosts, with bartenders, with cooks.
the last thing i want to do when i get out of work after 4, 5, 6+ hours of making small talk, is to call someone up and have a conversation with them.
i talk my whole freaking day...i want some rest.
its not my fault my schedule is opposite.
i'm sorry that people have a relationship with my voicemail.
i'm doing the best that i can.
how come some friendships seem so effortless and others dont?
how come there are people you can not talk to for months and it feels like its just been a day?
i'm becoming irritated.
i get it, its a two way street.
your schedules haven't changed. my schedule hasn't changed.
so cut me some fucking slack.
my schedule sucks. i get it.
i work opposite from everyone else, i get it.
i spend the entire time i am at work talking...with tables, with other servers, with hosts, with bartenders, with cooks.
the last thing i want to do when i get out of work after 4, 5, 6+ hours of making small talk, is to call someone up and have a conversation with them.
i talk my whole freaking day...i want some rest.
its not my fault my schedule is opposite.
i'm sorry that people have a relationship with my voicemail.
i'm doing the best that i can.
how come some friendships seem so effortless and others dont?
how come there are people you can not talk to for months and it feels like its just been a day?
i'm becoming irritated.
i get it, its a two way street.
your schedules haven't changed. my schedule hasn't changed.
so cut me some fucking slack.