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I can't decide what I want...
I can't decide how I feel...
I feel like the time is just confusing me more. I feel like I'm keeping myself busy and not dealing with or facing the things I need to deal with or face.
I realized today looking at some facebook pictures that I wish I had done more in college. I wish I had gone out more and had the crazy memories/pictures that my friends have. I wish I had wanted to do that. There was always to side of me. And I feel like I let the conservative side win most of the time.
I'm listening to angry/sad music. I know I shouldn't. I need to keep myself on a level emotional plane.
I can't decide how I feel...
I feel like the time is just confusing me more. I feel like I'm keeping myself busy and not dealing with or facing the things I need to deal with or face.
I realized today looking at some facebook pictures that I wish I had done more in college. I wish I had gone out more and had the crazy memories/pictures that my friends have. I wish I had wanted to do that. There was always to side of me. And I feel like I let the conservative side win most of the time.
I'm listening to angry/sad music. I know I shouldn't. I need to keep myself on a level emotional plane.