In Loving Memory of Jonna Begley and Kaitlyn Lawrence
its been awhile since i updated. i just went through a very tough weekend and then some and i just had to talk about it because i really dont want to burden anyone else because i know they are going through a hard time too so you can read this if you want i dont mind what you choose i just want to open up. this has been a very hard weekend for everyone at north laurel middle school and a very hard first few days back it will be. i just hope and pray that we all can pull through this together. kaitlyn lawrence was a good friend of mine. i wasnt very close to her but we got along and talked really well. she was the youngest in the accident and its very tragic, but she accomplished a very fulfilling life. her and my cousin brittany were really good friends and its really hard on her. i had known kaitlyn since middle school. i will never forget her. she could always make me smile. she really was a fearless person. i only wish i could have become closer to her over the years. every day that goes by since the accident i think about how i seen her at the end of school last week and it was the last time i had seen her alive and i think about how i could have hugged her and told her i loved her and anything else i could think of. she was one of the craziest people i have ever met but she could also be one of the sweetest. i just hope shes in a better place right now where nothing bad could ever happen to her again. i miss her and i am keeping her and her family in my prayers. jonna begley was one of my best friends i ever had. i could tell her anything at one point and i just loved to be with her. i miss her so much. and i loved her like no other. she had a great family, john, edith, jordan, and makenzie. i love her family so much. i know i could talk to them about anything. jonnas family attended the church i began to attend, old union holiness church. jonna was such a posistive person towards me and others. she was so caring and loving and just liked to have fun. she has touched a lot of people in her life. i believe her casket can prove that. i pray for jonna and her family everyday and im sure shes in a much better place now. i cared for jonna so much. ive never cried so hard in my life than i have tonight. it has been a very hard time for my friend matt thompson. ive never seen him so tore up over anything. all i can think about is how i miss jonna and all the chances i have had to tell her i loved her and to just let her know that i care. but i havent recently so i hope she knows that i still care and love her. her funeral is tomorrow during school at 1. i would give anything to just hug her and tell her i love her one last time. you never know when something might happen to your friends and family so please show people that you care about them and it just might help them out some day. it seems like jonna has always been there to talk to when i needed help with something. i love her and miss her very dearly and i will always keep her, john, edith, jordan, and makenzie in my thoughts and prayers. i love you all. they were both very young to lose their life this early in age. they had so much ahead of them. but it could happen at any time to anyone and thats something everyone needs to know. i know ive learned a lot from what has recently happened and i will never forget it. just be thankful for all the good times youve had with that person and try to find a comfort zone to where you can live a normal life even though we all know we cant ever get rid of it or take it back or change it. just remember to be loving and caring toward your friends because you dont have any idea about how much longer you will have them. thats all for tonight. I love you Kaitlyn Michelle Lawrence I love you Jonna Begley In Loving Memory of Kaitlyn and Jonna