Jul 10, 2004 00:07
So we are going to the game! YAY!!! Tonight I went to play Lazer Tag with Lonnie,Lexie, Leslie, and Tracy it was fun. We met two guys. Chris and Brad. They were so cute. I took a liking to Brad alot though. They showed us magic tricks and everything. It was awesome then we left. We had to go back though becasue Lonnie lost her ear rings. We fou8nd them and when we got to the car Lonnie said she got there numbers. I wazs upset not at her but because it once again reinforced what I feared. That I am not hot. I don't know what it is about me but guys just don't like it. I give up. I really thought Brad liked me but I guess I was wrong. He liked Lonnie hell they both liked Lonnie. I give up I cannot win. I am the girl other girls bring with them to make them look goood and it just took me a while to realize it. For once I want a guy to think I am hot but that will never happen. I guess I am not hot.Good night and God Bless