Tell Me Why You Lie, And What It Is You Do To Keep Your Eyes All Shiny

Dec 27, 2006 11:41

Where have I been, these days seem such a blur.

Another year coming to an end, and I can't recall a time when it was more indefinable than it is right now.

Martinis and rain, ciders and snow; tell me again, how did we get to this place?

Spec took me crawling through the nature, looking for a thing that doesn't exist. Then we went to buy fries, because it was either fries or menudo, and you can't put gravy on menudo.

I was fine, even after two ciders. I was fine, right up until the sake.

I have vague recollections of obstructing a game of pool, and outtakes from Serenity.

I told Shinobi that he was an amorphous blur, and he kissed my forehead and gave me a hug. I have never seen him smile with such honesty, as he did at that moment.

There was something about the quiche? Faster, faster. Faster would be better. Ilford un-hooked the clips on my skirt, and Spec fondled my ass. A lot. I think I fondled hers as well.

Now the year is coming to a close. This time there will be no Mayhem biting my neck, no sense of who or what I am, no Spec to cling to.

I am not a Mojito cupcake. I am your Moby soundtrack, an over-used analogy sitting at the feet of Melpomene; I am painting your fingers eggplant, and you will hate me for it in the morning.

I need to change my skin.

~

obscurity, mischief, rl

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