Writer's Block: Lost & Found
My friend Lee, Grandpa, James, Grandma, Papa, Lacey, Tommy, my Dad's Mum, my Dad's brother and sister, and Gran. I've lost a lot of people in my 19 years of age. But all the ones I just named, I lost in the span of 5 years. It's been a pretty horrid five years actually. And I wish they could all come back. Because I miss them all dearly, and it's hard not to miss them. There are a lot of people that I know I'll never get back, and that's truly depressing. I can't tell yo how many times I've cried for them. But, yeah, that's what I lost and wish I could have back.
Personality wise, this is what I wish I still had. My innocence and care-free way of living. I really do miss that, and it gets hard a lot of the time because life was just so simple when I had innocence, and a care-free personality. I've become a worrier, and so that takes away from the care-freeness. I mean, life does get harder as you get older, and I'm ok with that. Only because I know that I've learned from my mistakes. And part of me thinks that if I had that stuff back, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
Personality wise, this is what I wish I still had. My innocence and care-free way of living. I really do miss that, and it gets hard a lot of the time because life was just so simple when I had innocence, and a care-free personality. I've become a worrier, and so that takes away from the care-freeness. I mean, life does get harder as you get older, and I'm ok with that. Only because I know that I've learned from my mistakes. And part of me thinks that if I had that stuff back, I wouldn't be the person I am today.