How do you say "You offer me nothing but regret"?
Every day is the same and everyone remains so static and uninteresting. I can feel my own personallity wearing away as I sit and eat in silence with people who can never think of anything to talk about. In the event that a conversation starts up, it will inevitably segue into some sort of explanation of the way of things or a strong opinion. What I hate the most is how some people take themselves too seriously. It has gotten to the point that I dont even try talking about anything anymore...I am more at peace in silence.
This is all just an interpretation of what I see everyday, and things are not always what I make them out to be, but I feel a dark monotony nonetheless. Where are the people who can understand humor and cease to read into everything? I cannot be myself without having to hear why I'm wrong or yet another explanation as to why something is or how something works or an analogy.
I thought there was a certain amount of freedom to be found in this, but all I find are limitations, rules, and judgement...and I'm sick of it. So sick of it.
This is all just an interpretation of what I see everyday, and things are not always what I make them out to be, but I feel a dark monotony nonetheless. Where are the people who can understand humor and cease to read into everything? I cannot be myself without having to hear why I'm wrong or yet another explanation as to why something is or how something works or an analogy.
I thought there was a certain amount of freedom to be found in this, but all I find are limitations, rules, and judgement...and I'm sick of it. So sick of it.