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XD its a record! me posting twice in one day!!! lol
i just noticed on Chris's profile on Facebook, that he changed what he was looking for to inculde "Dating, and Whatever i can get".
blah...its bothering me.....it really shouldnt.....but it just makes me feel like crap, and when i finally felt that i was starting to get over it all....
i guess its prolly mostly bothering me because it seems to me that he's getting over everything really fast. even tho the reason we broke up was cause he felt that he couldnt love me or anyone.
i really dont think he's worked out his issues....
but then...i found out that i really havent worked out my feelings towards him either.
but it has only been a week....i cant expect myself to stop loving/caring about him that fast. if only life were that simple eh?
my mom told me to expect this....and not to be so surprised that soon he would be walking around with a new girl friend....
i didnt want to believe her....yet i kinda knew that she was right.....
it kind makes me mad...that he didnt really seem to try too hard for our relationship.....
i think he's trying to jump in too early. but who am i to say that?
i know i'm ready to get on with my life....and i guess he is too.
i guess i just think that he's just going to have this happen to him again.
but then again...why should i care, right? i mean he broke my heart after all....
ois.....
*sigh*
i just noticed on Chris's profile on Facebook, that he changed what he was looking for to inculde "Dating, and Whatever i can get".
blah...its bothering me.....it really shouldnt.....but it just makes me feel like crap, and when i finally felt that i was starting to get over it all....
i guess its prolly mostly bothering me because it seems to me that he's getting over everything really fast. even tho the reason we broke up was cause he felt that he couldnt love me or anyone.
i really dont think he's worked out his issues....
but then...i found out that i really havent worked out my feelings towards him either.
but it has only been a week....i cant expect myself to stop loving/caring about him that fast. if only life were that simple eh?
my mom told me to expect this....and not to be so surprised that soon he would be walking around with a new girl friend....
i didnt want to believe her....yet i kinda knew that she was right.....
it kind makes me mad...that he didnt really seem to try too hard for our relationship.....
i think he's trying to jump in too early. but who am i to say that?
i know i'm ready to get on with my life....and i guess he is too.
i guess i just think that he's just going to have this happen to him again.
but then again...why should i care, right? i mean he broke my heart after all....
ois.....
*sigh*