Im just so sick of all this bullshit
today has been like the worst day ever. I cannot believe how I thought I was finally over being depressed but its back again. And jesus fucking christ my mom doesnt even see it. She's is soo sucked into her new fucking job to care. Okay so I dont help around the house as much as I use to but I had a job and school and god why doesnt she just get herself a little foster kid to replace me since their so damn cute and thats where 90% of her life is dedicated to. I hate dan too because he's suppose to be there when I need him to talk to but I dont have anyone so I'm just sitting here crying because the whole world seems like its against me. Me and Amber were supose to do something today but when I tried calling her and texting her she never answered me. I rememeber when she use to say I was never there for her but now she's not here for me. and god katelyn is such a fucking bitch I hate her soo much. because she's in college she thinks she is soo fucking higher than anyone. she fucking called me stupid that little bitch, I am not stupid I just hate the world right now. and god my dad is soo fucking insistant on me getting another job katelyn doesnt even have a job just the money she's suppose to be saying up for college, what she's suppose to be living on but you know she's just living at home. I can guarentee that I will not be talking to anymore for this whole weekend. I'm soo damn mad at everyone even my mom she doesnt see anything ever. She never even saw when I use to fucking slit my wrists. god where are people when you need them. I'm soo lost right now and I just want to be comforted, I need a hug just like everyone, I need to feel loved and right now I just feel abandoned..