I can't sleep!
So it's 4:30 AM and I am still awake!
I figure that if I stay awake all night then don't take a nap at all tomorrow, then tomorrow night I might actually be able to get some sleep!
That is probably a really stupid idea!
But, since I can't sleep now I might as well pretend I am doing something good!
So, I started reading Clay Aiken's book!
Ok, I know what you are thinking!
But, it's not mine, a friend gave it to me and told me to read it!
I am surprisingly finding it incredibly inspirational!
It helps me to realize that there are still people in the world like me!
Well, it is also 4:33 and well, maybe the insomnia is getting to me, or it could be the 4, I think 4, cups of coffee I had tonight!
I wasn't going to drink that much, but I did it to rebel against the dumb waitress at Vanessies who never brought me coffee!
I was listening to Dido music tonight to find a good song to use for "Polaroid Stories!" I didn't realize how good Dido is!
I really like her music a lot!
And luckily I found like 10 songs I can use!
I miss Ben!
Random comment!
I just miss having someone to truly talk to!
Well, that's not true, I have some people here I can talk to, well currently two people here that I really feel I can talk to!
(sigh) It's just he made everything ok!
Everything, no matter how awful I was feeling! He helps to put things into perspective!
I have soo much to do tomorrow and yet, I can not sleep!
I have to sing "I will be Loved Tonight" tomorrow in musical theatre class in 5 hours!
Then I have to work on lines and songs for Polaroid Stories!
Then I have principles of Design,
then Dance class,
then rehearsal that is going to go till like 2 in the morning!
We are starting the show and if someone messes up a line we have to go back to the beginning of the scene! That is like torture! Especially when other people in the show don't have their lines down! ICK!
Ok, I should really attempt to sleep!
Although it just drives me crazy, because all I do is think of everything that is going on and everything that isn't going on!
OYYYYYY!!!!!! I need some sleeping pills!
I figure that if I stay awake all night then don't take a nap at all tomorrow, then tomorrow night I might actually be able to get some sleep!
That is probably a really stupid idea!
But, since I can't sleep now I might as well pretend I am doing something good!
So, I started reading Clay Aiken's book!
Ok, I know what you are thinking!
But, it's not mine, a friend gave it to me and told me to read it!
I am surprisingly finding it incredibly inspirational!
It helps me to realize that there are still people in the world like me!
Well, it is also 4:33 and well, maybe the insomnia is getting to me, or it could be the 4, I think 4, cups of coffee I had tonight!
I wasn't going to drink that much, but I did it to rebel against the dumb waitress at Vanessies who never brought me coffee!
I was listening to Dido music tonight to find a good song to use for "Polaroid Stories!" I didn't realize how good Dido is!
I really like her music a lot!
And luckily I found like 10 songs I can use!
I miss Ben!
Random comment!
I just miss having someone to truly talk to!
Well, that's not true, I have some people here I can talk to, well currently two people here that I really feel I can talk to!
(sigh) It's just he made everything ok!
Everything, no matter how awful I was feeling! He helps to put things into perspective!
I have soo much to do tomorrow and yet, I can not sleep!
I have to sing "I will be Loved Tonight" tomorrow in musical theatre class in 5 hours!
Then I have to work on lines and songs for Polaroid Stories!
Then I have principles of Design,
then Dance class,
then rehearsal that is going to go till like 2 in the morning!
We are starting the show and if someone messes up a line we have to go back to the beginning of the scene! That is like torture! Especially when other people in the show don't have their lines down! ICK!
Ok, I should really attempt to sleep!
Although it just drives me crazy, because all I do is think of everything that is going on and everything that isn't going on!
OYYYYYY!!!!!! I need some sleeping pills!