The road not taken
I feel like there was a fork in the road a while back and I took the wrong path.
I'm not quite sure what to do about it but I look around and this is not what I want. At all. I keep making all of these big life changing decisions hoping that they will take me somewhere better. It seems that I'm getting further and further away from whatever the hell it is that I've been searching for. I search the world over for answers, trying to escape from where I've been and the choices I've made but I think maybe I've been looking in the wrong places. You have to take yourself with you wherever you go. I run and run and there I am. I've been running so long that I stopped paying attention to where I was headed... when I finally stopped running here I am looking around at my life. I am in a preppy school in Oregon with constant rain and no friends.
My mom was going to visit in June but it's the weekend of graduation and all of the hotels are booked solid so she isn't coming anymore.
I'm not quite sure what to do about it but I look around and this is not what I want. At all. I keep making all of these big life changing decisions hoping that they will take me somewhere better. It seems that I'm getting further and further away from whatever the hell it is that I've been searching for. I search the world over for answers, trying to escape from where I've been and the choices I've made but I think maybe I've been looking in the wrong places. You have to take yourself with you wherever you go. I run and run and there I am. I've been running so long that I stopped paying attention to where I was headed... when I finally stopped running here I am looking around at my life. I am in a preppy school in Oregon with constant rain and no friends.
My mom was going to visit in June but it's the weekend of graduation and all of the hotels are booked solid so she isn't coming anymore.