Remember me back in the day? this is the stuff I used to say
10 February, 2003
Why do guys assume that just becuz I havent had that many experiences with sex, I automatically want a sex buddy?
I dont want a fuck buddy. Thank you very much. And I know I'm not that experienced, but oh well. And I most definitely do not appreciate these comments of "poor undersexed Karina" becuz, yes, I may be undersexed, but that does not make me a "poor unfortunate soul victim of a harsh and cruel world" in any way.
I've had sex. A couple of times.....or less......than a couple.....Ok, if I must tell the truth, I've only had one "real sex" episode, and frankly, it sucked. Becuz: 1. It was my first time. 2. It was too quick. 3. I obviously didnt cum if it was too quick. and 4. It hurt like a bitch and I felt like I had ridden a horse for a week straight.
And my second time wasnt even what anyone would consider calling a "second time". It wasnt real. It sucked. It was fake. And my feelings got hurt most of all. So that was a bitch too.
But that in no way means, or even remotely justifies me wanting a fuck buddy at all. And now I'm gonna be the lame and super sappy girl and say that in an ideal situation and in a perfect world, I would be willing to wait for the right guy if that right guy even existed.
And this all goes back to the first time, where I swore I wasnt doing it again unless I was in love. That didnt work becuz after my second, I swore I wasnt doing it again unless I was in love and I knew he was in love with me too.
And since I am nowhere near being in love with someone who would actually love me back the same way I love him, it seems to me like I'm never having sex again.
:|
that is such old talk. Becuz now I've found the right guy. And I am no longer undersexed. yay for me. hahah.
Why do guys assume that just becuz I havent had that many experiences with sex, I automatically want a sex buddy?
I dont want a fuck buddy. Thank you very much. And I know I'm not that experienced, but oh well. And I most definitely do not appreciate these comments of "poor undersexed Karina" becuz, yes, I may be undersexed, but that does not make me a "poor unfortunate soul victim of a harsh and cruel world" in any way.
I've had sex. A couple of times.....or less......than a couple.....Ok, if I must tell the truth, I've only had one "real sex" episode, and frankly, it sucked. Becuz: 1. It was my first time. 2. It was too quick. 3. I obviously didnt cum if it was too quick. and 4. It hurt like a bitch and I felt like I had ridden a horse for a week straight.
And my second time wasnt even what anyone would consider calling a "second time". It wasnt real. It sucked. It was fake. And my feelings got hurt most of all. So that was a bitch too.
But that in no way means, or even remotely justifies me wanting a fuck buddy at all. And now I'm gonna be the lame and super sappy girl and say that in an ideal situation and in a perfect world, I would be willing to wait for the right guy if that right guy even existed.
And this all goes back to the first time, where I swore I wasnt doing it again unless I was in love. That didnt work becuz after my second, I swore I wasnt doing it again unless I was in love and I knew he was in love with me too.
And since I am nowhere near being in love with someone who would actually love me back the same way I love him, it seems to me like I'm never having sex again.
:|
that is such old talk. Becuz now I've found the right guy. And I am no longer undersexed. yay for me. hahah.