Its over.
I give up. I can't fight anymore. My love left me. He went back to his ex-mistress that i've been fighting over him for months. And now, just like I expected, the one true friend I've had hit the breaking point. My same old shit is annoying him now. Just like every other true friend. I can tell. He doesnt tell me but I can tell. He's not comforting me like he used to. I mentioned that david left me, and I got two sentences into my complete mental breakdown and he pulled the "you need professional help" bit like everybody else does when theyre tired of dealing with me. I give up. I cant do it anymore. In the next few days i'm gonna find a way to kill myself off. I havent got anything left to live for.
Everywhere I go other people, beautiful people, ugly people.. they all have someone. And if not a special someone, then friends who care. I'm intelligent, I'm beautiful, I'm loving. I'm hard working. I'm perfect for the right kind of person. But I can't even keep friends. There's something seriously wrong with me. And I can't figure it out. I've tried all of my life. And I just can't figure it out. So I give up.
Goodbye cruel world. I hope you enjoyed destroying me. Enjoy eating my remains when I'm buried in the earth in a few days...
Everywhere I go other people, beautiful people, ugly people.. they all have someone. And if not a special someone, then friends who care. I'm intelligent, I'm beautiful, I'm loving. I'm hard working. I'm perfect for the right kind of person. But I can't even keep friends. There's something seriously wrong with me. And I can't figure it out. I've tried all of my life. And I just can't figure it out. So I give up.
Goodbye cruel world. I hope you enjoyed destroying me. Enjoy eating my remains when I'm buried in the earth in a few days...