argh
amanda made my blood vessels, cells or whatever fuck relaxed. at least on friday. thank you dear, i love you. went over to her place and we played skateboard :D! cooked funny food. i dont know, i find it hilarious. oatmeal, grilled fish etc. chilled near the pool, bathed and we even studied for 3 hours. smehow i was calm and relaxed. will be staying over during the hols after exams. ahh, great. (: pics up soon.
for now, im pretty fucked up and stressed. because n levels are nearing and my ss, eng and malay is near. fuck balls, i am heaving sweaty palms now. -.- that's rare. ahh fucking hell. i wanna make do my loved ones proud. e'g my parents, my cousin ayil, b and my aunties. i pray to god i'll do well now. :( most importantly, i wanna meet my friends next year agian. so at least we've got one more year to eat on the same table, study together in class and have fun together. okay, i feel like crying. sometimes even giving up. but no, i want to pursue. sigh. i'll try my best then.
:'(
for now, im pretty fucked up and stressed. because n levels are nearing and my ss, eng and malay is near. fuck balls, i am heaving sweaty palms now. -.- that's rare. ahh fucking hell. i wanna make do my loved ones proud. e'g my parents, my cousin ayil, b and my aunties. i pray to god i'll do well now. :( most importantly, i wanna meet my friends next year agian. so at least we've got one more year to eat on the same table, study together in class and have fun together. okay, i feel like crying. sometimes even giving up. but no, i want to pursue. sigh. i'll try my best then.
:'(