nyahhh!

[mystereo]

sometimes kan. come to think of it, like when i listen to killswitch, avenged and all those old bands. i feel like going to good worth it gigs and mosh my self out like how i used to with friends last time. having the time of my life. lol yes, back to the days where thick eyeliners, tight-fitting straight cut jeans were worn. pfft, at least that was years back. being very rimas looking, as in, very messy look type. like, somebody who doesnt give a fuck. hahaha yes. and that i'll be putting one leg up on the stage then head bang together with the band and everyone else. raise up my fists and sing along. sharing sweats with everybody and just kicking and punching and falling then till your body feels the pain, its either you want more. or you back out then continue later on. i miss that feeling sometimes! the anxiety is yet overwhelming. haha i think to my point of view, the scene has not changed but the people did. yeahhh man. its like, i can let go all my fucking feelings in that moshpit. balls! its a moshpit! you can literally punch and kick anyone man! in a moshpit, there are no need for sorrys. now that's the fun part ey? lol i miss the feeling when i just stood there looking at bands performing and my friends push me from the back to the mosh pit and i cant escape but just mosh together. wah knn. i think kan.. after n levels. i'll call up friends then we'll go do our past time fav hobby lah. then i can release all the stress! wah gerek. if only. hahaha i dont mind doing it alone though. haha. but in the past, the disadvantage was, i was too carried away with music, moshing and all that i turn to yet an arrogant, stubborn, rebellious kid. your typical defiant kind of person lah. always create problem. hahaha.

this is such a random post. fuck it all! hahahha.
im still nadiah lah. =)