So it's been a long time since i updated, but not too much has really happened in the last 6mths, Ethan is a big boy now, and he is getting up and almost crawling, mainly just rocking!!! He is 8mths now well almost getting towards 9mths.
So the bio father contacted me about 3mths ago, saying he wanted to be part of ethans life, and i said i would have to think about it. so a mth ago, i said ok, cause he promise to see him every week, and i stupidly beleived him...... he has seen him 3times and the last time was almost 1 mth ago now!!! he saw him twice in the first week and once in the second week, and that second week was 3weeks ago, why??? becuase he is busy, trying to make enough money so i will go back together with him.... why hasnt he returned my calls for the last week?? beucase i told him there wasnt a chance in hell that i would ever go back together with him, and to stop thinking it, and stop writing me love letters!!! And if i was his souldmate why did he leave me, in the middle of the night while i was 3mths pregnant??? and not speak to me for the next 2mths??? he is a fucking moron, and i hope he fucks off now, Ty is Ethans real dad, and he knows him as daddy he is going to adopt him when we get married (justin is not on the birth certificate so i dont need his permisson, although he thinks i do, stupid moron!!!)
At the moment we are having a little time apart.. me and ty im living at my parents house for the next 2 mths while they are away in the USA and the UK!!! taking care of my sisters!!!YEAH
we decided it would be a 2mth break, and that if we wanted we could see other ppl, but i have gone out and many guys have tried to pick me up and all i can think of is Ty and how much i love him, so i dont think i will seriously be with another man!!! he feels the same as me, well thats what he told me, we are not to speak about anyone we are with on the break, and once again he is spending all his time with his mum again!!! STRANGE??? he is there like everynight till really late!!!
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