boring life = crazy obsessions
Oh my god, I hate my stupid obsessions. They are so time consuming. I really should spend my time more wisely and start looking for a new job, but of course, that in itself has to be one of the most dreadful tasks. Is it really my fault that Nikita / Mikita / Maggie / Shane / Shaggie are SO much more interesting? And that my life is SO boring? I hate how everything has gotten into such a routine. I hate how I'm not meeting any new people, and I hate how I don't really have the motivation to do so.
On another note, my job has definitely turned me into an alcoholic. Not for the reason you'd think. It's actually because I have a really good work environment, with a lot of young people. A lot of young people + lot of work = lots of group therapy aka. copious amount of drinking. I will save my drunken stories for another entry since they're actually kind of embarrassing.
Unfortunately, this probably also contribute to the fact why even after all the working out I do, I don't ever seem to lose weight. Whenever we have an open bar, it's beer or wine. Beer = beer belly. Wine = getting extremely fucked up more quickly. Wine is so deceiving. "Oh, this is not that much at all. I can totally drink a couple of glasses (and then some more)." And you'd think I'd have learned after the first time, but clearly, I'm not intelligent like that.
Alright, since the trend that past couple of weeks is to be extremely unproductive in life and completely indulgent in my obsessions, maybe I should go make some icons. I'm being drawn back into fanart but I am STAYING away from fan fiction. Can NOT get back into that. I'm still shocked by how obsessed I am. And shipping REAL people?! NOT my usual style (since LJ) but argh, whatever; they're totally fueling the fire.
On another note, my job has definitely turned me into an alcoholic. Not for the reason you'd think. It's actually because I have a really good work environment, with a lot of young people. A lot of young people + lot of work = lots of group therapy aka. copious amount of drinking. I will save my drunken stories for another entry since they're actually kind of embarrassing.
Unfortunately, this probably also contribute to the fact why even after all the working out I do, I don't ever seem to lose weight. Whenever we have an open bar, it's beer or wine. Beer = beer belly. Wine = getting extremely fucked up more quickly. Wine is so deceiving. "Oh, this is not that much at all. I can totally drink a couple of glasses (and then some more)." And you'd think I'd have learned after the first time, but clearly, I'm not intelligent like that.
Alright, since the trend that past couple of weeks is to be extremely unproductive in life and completely indulgent in my obsessions, maybe I should go make some icons. I'm being drawn back into fanart but I am STAYING away from fan fiction. Can NOT get back into that. I'm still shocked by how obsessed I am. And shipping REAL people?! NOT my usual style (since LJ) but argh, whatever; they're totally fueling the fire.