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I was in a very strange mood yesterday. No, no. Not one of those I-hate-the-world moods. I got into a LJ mood! It was like 3 in the morning and I suddenly had the urge to watch DIFIV clips. Of course, I don't have any of those files with me but YouTube served as a pretty good alternative. I must say, after all these years, I really do still love them =)
The satisfaction from the LJ clips from last night did not extend to this morning however. Today was actually a pretty good day (relatively anyway), but my dissatisfaction with everything around me (you know, like life in general) is starting to resurface. Starting to get sick of everything already. Funny how I hate and fear changes but yet cannot stand this weekly routine where nothing ever seems to change.
Honestly, how am I suppose to go through everyday without having anything to look forward to? What keeps people going?
The satisfaction from the LJ clips from last night did not extend to this morning however. Today was actually a pretty good day (relatively anyway), but my dissatisfaction with everything around me (you know, like life in general) is starting to resurface. Starting to get sick of everything already. Funny how I hate and fear changes but yet cannot stand this weekly routine where nothing ever seems to change.
Honestly, how am I suppose to go through everyday without having anything to look forward to? What keeps people going?