This is going to sound very familiar to _else_where_
(becasuse it's copied from our IM)
I feel as though I am in bitchy mood super...
I'm on the schedule at work for a whole whopping 4 hours next week, and I had just turned down an offer for another job because my hours at work were increasing. Meanwhile, this other girl is getting less credit cards and sales than I am, and working more hours. Fuck that.
More than anything though, what's affecting me is that I had a terrible fucking night last night... no sleep and a basically sleep siezure.
I had a dream where I was knees to my chest, head down, total fetal position shivering, and I was apparently really doing it while I was asleep. But I couldn't open my eyes or anything, so I finally woke up a little later in total bodily agony. My neck was tense, my arms hurt, and my right thigh was horribly cramped. And now my brain has been all screwy all day.. I literally thought and would have swore to you up and down that the mall closed at 9 PM, and even told a customer so until my boss reminded me that the mall closed at 9:30.
So... my mom thinks what I went through last night was a bad reentry from a unconcious out of body experience and a really bad re-entry. I just know I have really vivid dreams on a regular basis and that it probably carried over like it has before, just more intensely.
However, I Googled it and got this:
"The most common effect of re-entry into the physical body is caused by a sudden jolt sometimes accompanied by falling in the dream. This is normal and nearly everyone has had an experience where such a sudden re-entry into the physical caused the massive jolt. Yet most awake with little or no foreknowledge that the major factor for the jolt was caused by their own soul re-entering their body.
From my personal observation, this jolt is the effect caused by something triggering a panic alarm in the physical body creating a sudden need to wake up. The non-physical us literally gets ripped away from what ever social gathering they may be attending in the out-of-body state and is catapulted at top speed to the physical body. And like lightning striking home, we wake startled and sometimes our heart races to add a little dramatic effect to our new morning."
But for me... it really was just knees to the chest, fetal position and absolute shivering that I couldn't stop. It was scary as all get out.
Any ideas or opinions? (And telling me I'm crazy doesn't count just because my opinions of universal energies differ from yours.)
I feel as though I am in bitchy mood super...
I'm on the schedule at work for a whole whopping 4 hours next week, and I had just turned down an offer for another job because my hours at work were increasing. Meanwhile, this other girl is getting less credit cards and sales than I am, and working more hours. Fuck that.
More than anything though, what's affecting me is that I had a terrible fucking night last night... no sleep and a basically sleep siezure.
I had a dream where I was knees to my chest, head down, total fetal position shivering, and I was apparently really doing it while I was asleep. But I couldn't open my eyes or anything, so I finally woke up a little later in total bodily agony. My neck was tense, my arms hurt, and my right thigh was horribly cramped. And now my brain has been all screwy all day.. I literally thought and would have swore to you up and down that the mall closed at 9 PM, and even told a customer so until my boss reminded me that the mall closed at 9:30.
So... my mom thinks what I went through last night was a bad reentry from a unconcious out of body experience and a really bad re-entry. I just know I have really vivid dreams on a regular basis and that it probably carried over like it has before, just more intensely.
However, I Googled it and got this:
"The most common effect of re-entry into the physical body is caused by a sudden jolt sometimes accompanied by falling in the dream. This is normal and nearly everyone has had an experience where such a sudden re-entry into the physical caused the massive jolt. Yet most awake with little or no foreknowledge that the major factor for the jolt was caused by their own soul re-entering their body.
From my personal observation, this jolt is the effect caused by something triggering a panic alarm in the physical body creating a sudden need to wake up. The non-physical us literally gets ripped away from what ever social gathering they may be attending in the out-of-body state and is catapulted at top speed to the physical body. And like lightning striking home, we wake startled and sometimes our heart races to add a little dramatic effect to our new morning."
But for me... it really was just knees to the chest, fetal position and absolute shivering that I couldn't stop. It was scary as all get out.
Any ideas or opinions? (And telling me I'm crazy doesn't count just because my opinions of universal energies differ from yours.)