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Man I'm in a bad mood. And its not even like its a pissed off mood. Its like an everything-that-happens-makes-me-wanna-cry mood. I was in the shower with Scott and he started asking about Mike and that led to discussion about her. Then I just started thinkin about them and realized that they were together longer than him and I were together... and it just doesn't seem right. I expect things to be easy for him like it is for me... letting go of Mike and all. But she text him the whole time throughout my game and even when I was at his house after that. I read the texts and she was sayin I wanna kiss those lips and you know you wanna touch me... I'm just so irresistible. I was like um ok. So then I was just in a shitty mood and I started thinkin about babies and that made me cry. Then I got home and got Car's email and that made me cry . I was like aww come on now Sar, its ok. Oh and to top it off I got bitched at by mom cuz I went nuts cuz Sam took my Harry Potter book and started reading it. I mean, come on... it is common sense. If there are bookmarks in it, THEN I'M NOT FUCKING FINISHED! Whew.. I feel a little bit better. Ok.. night.
But I'm say... what if he just goes back to her again? What then?
But I'm say... what if he just goes back to her again? What then?