May 02, 2004 21:00
The ONE quiz
Your One Best friend -- I have two.. so suck it!
One person you would marry -- Scott
One thing you regret -- I couldn't pick just one thing. # 1 regret: ^i^
One thing you will never regret -- Doing the things I wanted to do with my life.
One Person who made the biggest impact on your life -- I don't really know.
One reason to wake up each day -- Because its a new day.
Next..
Something important on your desk: My Fun Dip :p
When you sleep you wear: Shorts and a T.
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: Either a new car or I would save the money for college.
Something you don't have a lot of: Self-respect.
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: I don't think I'd really wanna depend on something like that.
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: The things I said about Mike.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: When I broke up with Scott.. I mean I knew I was doing it but I didn't do it to hunt him. I just wanted to be happy.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: Stephanie.
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: Funny, Understanding, A good listener :).
Who makes you laugh most often: Ash always has something funny to say. And of course the boys!
A friend who you can tell anything: Car... I usually don't even have to tell her lol shes always there.
A friend you can go to for advice: Car, Ash, Scott.
The best piece of advice you had been given: Everythings ok in the end. If its not ok, then its not the end.
Two closest friends: Car and Ash.
The friend who uses most of your energy: LoL we won't go there, k?
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: Good listener, motivated, caring.
Your 3 worst qualities: Insecure at times, jealousy, I do things to spite people.
Describe your Ideal self : A little bit smaller.. like 120 lbs. Smaller nose, less pimples.
You are embarassed when: I don't know. I don't embarass a whole lot.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: I guess my leg. Probably the after effects of the leg.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: The baby.
Moment you are most ashamed of: Lets see... David, Brian, John, Domicko, Felix... must I go on?
Your best physical feature: I like my legs sometimes. But I don't know.
Who/What makes you happy: Certain people at certain times.
Who/what makes you sad: At lot of things.
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Jealousy.
The emotion you tend to experience most: This mood I can't describe. I get in it all the time. Most of the time I just don't know what it is or even what caused it.
The emotion you are feeling most lately: That one.
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: Right now I just feel like I'm causing problems in Scott and Stephanies relationship. Other than that, you know.
When you are angry you need: Talk to someone. Anyone. I just need to get that shit out.
When you are sentimental you need: I usually just write Mom a note. I know she loves that shit.
When you are in love you need: Nothing. When I'm in love I don't need anything else.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: There were two times. The first one I wrote about in the journal. When I was outside in the rain. Rain always makes me happy. The other time was in Mikes truck when we just parked somewhere and talking. Some Coldplay song came on and I could have just slept lol.
One of your most tragic memories: My gma dying.
One of your angriest memories: Probably New Years this year when I talked to Stephanie.
A memory that makes you laugh: The ones with Car and Ash. The young ones. Everything seemed better back then.
A memory that makes you happy: Being with Scott. All the places we went.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: Do cute stuff.. make me feel special. Thats all a girl really wants, right? lol.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Being ghetto and cussin all the time.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: Knowing that someone is always there... I miss that so much.
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: Watch more movies!
If you had more patience you would: I don't know.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: Less pimples.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: Going everywhere.
If you could have one super power what would it be: To read minds.
If you could start all over: I'd change things from the beginning. Yes, I've learned but I've learned that I would have done so many things differently. It's kinda like the butterfly effect. I think thats why I couldn't stop crying after that movie.