I'm never right... in anything I do.
I don't even know what to write. I dont know why I'm such a horrible fucking friend. I obviously can't be friends with Carlee because then I just forget about eveyone else. I know thats how I am. And the same goes with Scott. When I'm with him, its no one else. Everything was fine when I wasn't friends with Carlee and she wasn't friends with me. Everything is fine now that I'm not with Scott.. now that I realize that he's never gonna feel about me, the way I feel about him. I'm trying. I really am. But I hate this shit. I mean I see where Ash is coming from. I see where Jamie is coming from. But you know, why can't they ask me to do things too? It's all about me asking them. Me making the effort. Just because I'm friends with Carlee or just because I'm back with Scott (I'm not, just an example) don't stop calling me and be pissed off when I don't always call and ask you to do things. The phone goes both ways. Call me too. But I do see what you guys are saying. And I'm sorry. I'm a bad person when it comes to that shit... I know. Just don't sit there and be pissed off at me for it. Be pissed off and say something.