Jul 14, 2004 16:13
I'm really stealing Britts survey... I might do another one a little later on too.
Just got back from camp. Feelin a little sore. I have some cuts on my chin, a big scab on my one shoulder and I gotta get the other shoulder checked out. I got BeAt Up at camp! lol. It was fun tho... I think I liked it more than soccer... maybe just cuz Elizabeth was with me. Mike tried to get me to stay with him Wed and Thurs night but I have plans that I didn't wanna break and plus he kept sayin lets bang. Um yea, that wasn't cool with me. I didn't feel like bangin lol. I've just been tryin to catch up with people since I've been home and nobodys on. I was readin journals tho. HaHa let me tell you... I think Stephanie is the dumbest person I know. She is just a super retard. But its all right cuz I talked to Scott the other night. I still got that shit. I told him that I was stayin at his house on Sat and he was like well I'll just figure out a way to make sure she doesn't stay. He even told me he loved me. But you know, while we're on the subject of super retards, I think I'm one too. Just not in the same sense as her. I don't know.. its like I would do positively anything to be around him or talk to him. Its kind of pathetic. I guess I just expect him one day to just be like, "Oh my god, what was I thinking? I'm such an asshole. How could I ever think that I was in love with that girl!" Yea, sound familiar?
Oh well, I'm a loser, its official. I'm gonna go take a shower and then maybe call John and see if he wants to do somethin for a little bit and then maybe go see Car at work. I LoVe HoMe!!
-Last dream: My dream last night about me being at college and I kept getting my arm chopped off. I think its cuz my shoulder hurt when I was sleeping.
-Last car ride: Coming home from UMD.
-Last kiss: David. West that is.
-Last good cry: Probably watching the Notebook.
-Last library book checked out: Something for that damn report in Gregorys.
-Last movie seen: Oh man, I have no clue. Its been so long since I've even watched a damn TV.
-Last book read: I just finished Sloppy Firsts and I'm on Second Helpings right now.
-Last cuss word uttered: Somethin in the car... Mom said she was gonna start putting hot sauce in Katie and my mouths lol.
-Last food consumed: Whew... umm Awesome Blossom, Chicken Crispers, fries, corn on the cob and some chips and salsa. Damn.
-Last crush: The boy.
-Last phone call: Mike called to talk for a little bit.
-Last tv show watched: Don't know.
-Last time showered: Last night after my games.
-Last shoes worn: White flip flops.
-Last cd played: Sar's Bangin Jams
-Last item bought: My camp I guess.
-Last downloaded: Nothing.
-Last annoyance: This lasting headache I've had since I woke up this morning. I think its the sunburn.
-Last disappointment: When I played like shit the other night... I hate how I just don't care sometimes.
-Last soda drank: Sprite at Chili's.
-Last thing written: My name on my nametag at camp.
-Last key used: My dorm key.
-Last phrase spoken: Yea, I had a lot of fun.
-Last IM: Marty
-Last sexual fantasy: Haha today.. we won't get into it tho.
-Last weird encounter: The one in my dream a couple nights ago.
-Last ice cream eaten: Melted vanilla from the talent show last night.
-Last time amused: Today in Chili's. Zach and I were bustin out lol.
-Last time wanting to die: A long long time ago when I was too stupid to realize what I was thinking.
-Last time in love: Scott. I don't know when. Then, now, who knows.
-Last time hugged: My mom and dad when they left camp the other night.
-Last time scolded: I don't even know... its been a long time.
-Last time resentful: I'm always resentful.
-Last chair sat in: This one.
-Last lipstick used: One the night I went out to Tays.
-Last underwear worn: Bright orange VS thong.
-Last bra worn: Black one.. I forget where I got it.
-Last shirt worn: Orange Gap Tank.
-Last time dancing: In Chili's.
-Last poster looked at: I don't even know... haven't seen one in a long time.
-Last webpage visited: Britts journal.
-1 MINUTE AGO: I was looking at what song was playing on the Radio AOL.
-1 DAY AGO: I was so glad it was my last full day at camp!
-1 YEAR AGO: Hum, I couldn't tell ya.
-I HURT: my shoulder every freakin time I move it!
-I LOVE: that I'm home.
-I HATE: her. Dumb bitch.
-I FEAR: being raped and murdered.
-I HOPE: I'll do what I told I myself I would do and run.
-I FEEL: a little sleepy.
-I HIDE: some things I really wanna say.
-I DRIVE: my car.
-I MISS: him. I know, I know. But I do.
-I LEARNED: a lot of lacrosse shit.
-I NEED: to get a dam shower.
-I THINK: about a lot of gay shit.
-Current clothes: Black soccer shorts and orange tank.
-Current mood: Up.
-Current music: Got it Twisted
-Current taste: Nothin.
-Current hair: Up in the bun.
-Current annoyance: My achey body and head.
-Current smell: Nada.
-Current thing I should be doing: Showering and taking some medicine.
-Current desktop picture: Brittany lol. This is Sams computer.
-Current worry: Um nothing.
-Current refreshment: Again, nothing.