we're like butterflies ... pretty to see but hard to catch

Mar 30, 2004 10:22

Can you imagine me married by the time I graduate? It's hard to see myself committing to one person for the rest of my life. I kind of imagined myself to be someone like Carrie Bradshaw from Sex in the City. Fashionable, smart, witty, and single. But then again, Carrie Bradshaw is ultimately looking for her "plus-one". The point of dating is to ultimately find that person who you want to spend the rest of your life with. Have I found my plus-one? It's way too early to tell.

The other day the prodigal boyfriend, Ted asked what I would say if he proposed after summer in September. In which, he was totally serious. To make a long story short we talked about it and in the end I finally said what was on my mind and said that if we were still together and madly in love I would say yes if he asked me my junior year in college. Then I guess we'll feel it out when to get married by then.

I asked Ted why he thought about getting married so soon, he replied by saying some mushy things that I'd rather not disclose, but he did say one thing that made me think. "I don't want to lose you." Ted may be my plus-one or not, but I do know that he's one of my bestest friends and that friendship I'll never lose. Unless he cheats on me of course ;)

The Tedster

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