i feel....
unimportant. I found out via facebook that my 'girlfriends' are going to orlando for Spring break. i wasn't invited. I don't even think that i was even considered being invited. I have been nothing but a good friend to these people. Whenever someone needed to vent for hours and didn't even BOTHER asking me how i was, i was there. When Harmony France was talking shit about you, I STOOD UP FOR YOU. Now she's who you guys hang out with???!!!??? Whenever i mentioned that i felt neglected, i was told that i was 'being stupid.' And when i need a friend? Forget it. Not only are phone calls not returned, but when I say i feel abandoned, instead of fucking fessing up to it, i get told that i'm 'over-reacting' and that it's a big switch from college to adulthood. That because i have a boyfriend, weeeeeell, it changes things 'it shouldn't, but it does.' Well, maybe i am over-reacting, but i thought 4 years of friendship meant something. Is that a stupid belief? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL? Happy that no one calls me? Is this my fault because i feel in love? How is this my fault?? Because last time i checked, i attempted to make plans they were either a)cancelled or b)ignored.
How long do i try before i realize that i've just been fazed out?
Please, someone tell me what i did to deserve this. Why was i forgotten?
How long do i try before i realize that i've just been fazed out?
Please, someone tell me what i did to deserve this. Why was i forgotten?