Vodka
Phillip and I got drunk tonight and talked for hours.
In fact, I am drunk as I type this right now.
And I'm listening to music that makes my heart sink.
I missed her a lot today.
I wore a hat she made me all day.
I have yet to pick up my blanket from the Baine's home because I am going to lose my mind.
I'm sad and my heart hurts.
Vodka seems to tame it for a little while.
cheers.