You said I was a mess or was it just in my head...
I want to fly away
But i'm stuck on the ground
So, help me decide
Help me to make up
Make up my mind
Wouldn't that save you?
+My stupid, stupid work is done. Yay, I took all the money I could and I don't need to watch these people anymore... Now I know, that this kind of job, in these hours, that's not my goal.
+I got back home. It was 2,5 months and I missed my little hometown, my favourite places, my favourite people. It's always good to be back. But going home also means facing some memories, people and feelings. One moment I feel like I'm stuck and nothing is changing, and a second later I feel like it's bee one freaking roller coaster.
+Today I started my iternship in a city hall, I'm working as a receptionist/ secretary. I feel like Pam Beesley, and when phone is calling I wanna say "Dunder Mifflin, this is Pam" xD I know, I'm just too adicted to this show, lol.
+ And lately I discovered that in the future I really wanna teach. I wanted to be a teacher in the beginnig of high school but it drifted away and my whole dream about journalism began. But now I have doubts, because you really need to have a gift to be a great journalist and also some good connections to become an important one...Two things I don't have. So I'm thinking about starting new specialty in next year whe I will have a bachelor in my current one. I might be a really good english teacher someday, who knows!? xD
I have so many doubts in my mind lately, I definitely need some changes but I'm not a risk taker, I prefer makig baby steps. But maybe change is something I need.
PS. Oh, and I'm super excited that it's September finally, cause my shows are coming back, I am so freaking happy! yay
Go Karev, Stevens, Baley, House, Beesley, Halpert, Schrute ad Bernard- my personal dream team for this season! Oh, and I'm really ready to become a Gleek, this fall ;)
xo,
Alexxx
But i'm stuck on the ground
So, help me decide
Help me to make up
Make up my mind
Wouldn't that save you?
+My stupid, stupid work is done. Yay, I took all the money I could and I don't need to watch these people anymore... Now I know, that this kind of job, in these hours, that's not my goal.
+I got back home. It was 2,5 months and I missed my little hometown, my favourite places, my favourite people. It's always good to be back. But going home also means facing some memories, people and feelings. One moment I feel like I'm stuck and nothing is changing, and a second later I feel like it's bee one freaking roller coaster.
+Today I started my iternship in a city hall, I'm working as a receptionist/ secretary. I feel like Pam Beesley, and when phone is calling I wanna say "Dunder Mifflin, this is Pam" xD I know, I'm just too adicted to this show, lol.
+ And lately I discovered that in the future I really wanna teach. I wanted to be a teacher in the beginnig of high school but it drifted away and my whole dream about journalism began. But now I have doubts, because you really need to have a gift to be a great journalist and also some good connections to become an important one...Two things I don't have. So I'm thinking about starting new specialty in next year whe I will have a bachelor in my current one. I might be a really good english teacher someday, who knows!? xD
I have so many doubts in my mind lately, I definitely need some changes but I'm not a risk taker, I prefer makig baby steps. But maybe change is something I need.
PS. Oh, and I'm super excited that it's September finally, cause my shows are coming back, I am so freaking happy! yay
Go Karev, Stevens, Baley, House, Beesley, Halpert, Schrute ad Bernard- my personal dream team for this season! Oh, and I'm really ready to become a Gleek, this fall ;)
xo,
Alexxx