My Tears
ive already talked to you about this. remember what i said please.
Hopefully there will never be another time
I’m so afraid
I can’t put it into words
No one understands
Why you?
You made everything ok
In those few seconds
Deafening Silence
Your face
Voice
Those few seconds was just you and me
You comforted me
I can’t explain the feeling
I don’t expect you to understand
Id rather you not understand
My understanding is greater
You were there
Holding me
Telling me not to go
It was you that brought me back
It was you that woke me up
My head against the glass of my window
You
I called
Hysterically
Confusing you probably to no extent
I couldn’t explain what had just happened
How do I say it?
How do I make you understand what it felt like to see you?
Only you
I can’t
You don’t
You won’t
So real
I don’t know why
I can’t explain it
But it was you
I was lost in you
You took me away
You were there for me when I needed you the most
You took me away from the fear
I was lost in you
I would thank you
But I can’t
How?
How would I go about it?
Thanking you for something you didn’t control
If only you had felt it
You feeling that in the same seconds I was
Unexplainable
Amazing
Took my breath away
Maybe it was the smashing of my car
I was breathless
Just to think about it
Makes my heart heavy
Why you?
If I could only explain to you
How much I thank you
My tears are of joy
Don’t worry
I wouldn’t want it any other way
You were there for me
I only wish I could do the same for you
I owe you
If only you could feel for a second
What I felt
Not like anything I have ever felt
Never want to again, not under those circumstances
Situations do things to you
My tears are now of fear
Fear of the fact that you don’t understand
How could you
Fear of the fact that you don’t know your worth
Or how you affect others
Unspoken
We were still
Silent
The complete opposite of the environment outside the car
When I sleep I still can feel the accident
I wake up at night
My tears are now of sadness
I want it to leave
I don’t want to feel it anymore
If only one night I could wake up feeling
You there with me again
What I felt that day
Why do I have to feel the bad in the situation?
Actions not really acted out
Only a dream
You took me away
It felt so real
I could feel you
You brought me back
I thank you
My tears keep changing
I wish now they would be tears of cleansing
Wash away the thoughts of the bad
Let me have nights of sleep
Where I can dream
And feel it again
I wouldn’t trade the feeling
I hate that the accident made me feel it
There isn’t any word that can describe it
No word explains the depth
My tears are now of happiness
I’m glad it was you
Take me away
Away from the pain again
I trust you can
You’ve done it before
My tears are now of comfort
I care about you
That’s all I can do
I can only hope that one day I can be there for you
Like you were for me
Still
Consoling
Now I cry myself to sleep
Tears of happy dreams
Tomorrow is another day
I’m so thankful
One more day that takes me farther away
From that day
But hopefully not from you.
Hopefully there will never be another time
I’m so afraid
I can’t put it into words
No one understands
Why you?
You made everything ok
In those few seconds
Deafening Silence
Your face
Voice
Those few seconds was just you and me
You comforted me
I can’t explain the feeling
I don’t expect you to understand
Id rather you not understand
My understanding is greater
You were there
Holding me
Telling me not to go
It was you that brought me back
It was you that woke me up
My head against the glass of my window
You
I called
Hysterically
Confusing you probably to no extent
I couldn’t explain what had just happened
How do I say it?
How do I make you understand what it felt like to see you?
Only you
I can’t
You don’t
You won’t
So real
I don’t know why
I can’t explain it
But it was you
I was lost in you
You took me away
You were there for me when I needed you the most
You took me away from the fear
I was lost in you
I would thank you
But I can’t
How?
How would I go about it?
Thanking you for something you didn’t control
If only you had felt it
You feeling that in the same seconds I was
Unexplainable
Amazing
Took my breath away
Maybe it was the smashing of my car
I was breathless
Just to think about it
Makes my heart heavy
Why you?
If I could only explain to you
How much I thank you
My tears are of joy
Don’t worry
I wouldn’t want it any other way
You were there for me
I only wish I could do the same for you
I owe you
If only you could feel for a second
What I felt
Not like anything I have ever felt
Never want to again, not under those circumstances
Situations do things to you
My tears are now of fear
Fear of the fact that you don’t understand
How could you
Fear of the fact that you don’t know your worth
Or how you affect others
Unspoken
We were still
Silent
The complete opposite of the environment outside the car
When I sleep I still can feel the accident
I wake up at night
My tears are now of sadness
I want it to leave
I don’t want to feel it anymore
If only one night I could wake up feeling
You there with me again
What I felt that day
Why do I have to feel the bad in the situation?
Actions not really acted out
Only a dream
You took me away
It felt so real
I could feel you
You brought me back
I thank you
My tears keep changing
I wish now they would be tears of cleansing
Wash away the thoughts of the bad
Let me have nights of sleep
Where I can dream
And feel it again
I wouldn’t trade the feeling
I hate that the accident made me feel it
There isn’t any word that can describe it
No word explains the depth
My tears are now of happiness
I’m glad it was you
Take me away
Away from the pain again
I trust you can
You’ve done it before
My tears are now of comfort
I care about you
That’s all I can do
I can only hope that one day I can be there for you
Like you were for me
Still
Consoling
Now I cry myself to sleep
Tears of happy dreams
Tomorrow is another day
I’m so thankful
One more day that takes me farther away
From that day
But hopefully not from you.