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so it has been a really long time since i updated, but iguess that is mainly because i see/ talk to everyone who ever looks at this everyday..
anyways i was jsut reading through a bunch of old entrys of everyones and i realized soemthing.. this summer really makes no sense to me.
everyone who came home seemed excited, but now that it has come and almost gone i am going to leave with a feeling of not leaving much. that sounds cruel, but it isnt suppose to be. this summer has been nothing that i expected. i mean i love everyone who is reading this, but god.. what happened to us all? i guess everyone changes.. but this much in one year.. and not even a year really pretty much since christmas.
i guess it si to late for me to speak up now, but i wich things wernet so different now. i wish that alicia and courtney had come back and i wish that the six of us were still bff or even good friends would work for me.. i wish foursome fridays could have become something threesomes and
really i wish i just didnt care.
I am stil fairly close with the two or three people who stayed home from the original group and if we last another month, or year or 10 years i am lucky to have the friendships that i have from yorktown.. and eventually everything will catch up to each repective person. Now i will have individual friendships, but i must look elsewhere for the group friendships..
mr milligan..(whos update spurred this rambling) i just wanted to let you know that NO ONE will ever replace you in my minds. you are always my mikey tikey. dotn let the little things get to you.
oh yea and btw as i am thinking of it the whole not calling thing is really stupid call when you can.. otherwise the no calling thing happens over and over again and then you turn around and you have completely lost. Alicia and i trade a million messages before actually talking, but that how i have stayed in such great touch with her. i have learned one thing and that is that i will make areal effort to call people during school more often.
ok well thats it sorry i am being a bum and this sounds like a good bye but realy it just an attempt to make the last few weeks better...
paycef
oh ps this summer wasnt a total disaster cuase i got to meet brittney and find out kevin is gay and living in a trailer park in person lol... (and hit up wal mart a few times)
anyways i was jsut reading through a bunch of old entrys of everyones and i realized soemthing.. this summer really makes no sense to me.
everyone who came home seemed excited, but now that it has come and almost gone i am going to leave with a feeling of not leaving much. that sounds cruel, but it isnt suppose to be. this summer has been nothing that i expected. i mean i love everyone who is reading this, but god.. what happened to us all? i guess everyone changes.. but this much in one year.. and not even a year really pretty much since christmas.
i guess it si to late for me to speak up now, but i wich things wernet so different now. i wish that alicia and courtney had come back and i wish that the six of us were still bff or even good friends would work for me.. i wish foursome fridays could have become something threesomes and
really i wish i just didnt care.
I am stil fairly close with the two or three people who stayed home from the original group and if we last another month, or year or 10 years i am lucky to have the friendships that i have from yorktown.. and eventually everything will catch up to each repective person. Now i will have individual friendships, but i must look elsewhere for the group friendships..
mr milligan..(whos update spurred this rambling) i just wanted to let you know that NO ONE will ever replace you in my minds. you are always my mikey tikey. dotn let the little things get to you.
oh yea and btw as i am thinking of it the whole not calling thing is really stupid call when you can.. otherwise the no calling thing happens over and over again and then you turn around and you have completely lost. Alicia and i trade a million messages before actually talking, but that how i have stayed in such great touch with her. i have learned one thing and that is that i will make areal effort to call people during school more often.
ok well thats it sorry i am being a bum and this sounds like a good bye but realy it just an attempt to make the last few weeks better...
paycef
oh ps this summer wasnt a total disaster cuase i got to meet brittney and find out kevin is gay and living in a trailer park in person lol... (and hit up wal mart a few times)