i'mmmmmmmmmm sick
god i just wish i could foget yesterday. Started off with work 12 hours.... one bright spot it was with ken. We just goofed around all day! Anyways after work we went out to fridays and pimped some free drinks. People from work kept showing up as they were cut! We rocked a house party at sarah's. Things we getting very flirty with me and ken and then garett rolls in. We started doing shots and then this is where things go wrong. garrett takes me to the porch and starts going off on me saying how i betrayed him....yada yada. Which i did tell someone a secret that he had told me but she already knew. Anyways i did the one thing i promised to never do......which is let him see me cry. He said things that were so bad to me. he told me he loved me and could never look at me the same way. Of course i have sworn him off for good. I am sick of his shit. I don't want to be with him anymore...... but still he has some sort of power over me.