Damn carbs!!
Ok...so I'm on a diet. God Damn!! I'm getting healthy. BOOO!! I'm going to go work out after I finish this post. AHHH!
Yeah, that's how I feel about it. I am really excited to get to a size I am happy with. But I dont want to change, at the same time, which causes some weirdness in me. I have a lot of issues with people hating fat people. Because, whether or not you want to admit it, its a very true thing! NO ONE LOVES A FAT GIRL!! That is like officially my moto. Yes, its depressing, and Yes, its sad. BUT...YES ITS TRUE!! I know that I am a great person and anyone would be lucky to be with me, but no one sees past my weight. NO ONE! Not even those who claim to be above that. No guys are above that shit. I, on the other hand, would date a man with 4 arms as long as he made me laugh and was good to me!! Double standards rule our society. But, fortunately, they dont rule me!!
Life is otherwise pretty good. I get lonely on occasion but push it aside and focus on the good. My cousin and her daughter are living with us for about a month and a half. She is getting married on July 23 and then moving to Kansas with her husband who is stationed there. We are all gonna miss them sooo much! I'm so glad we get to spend this time with them before they leave!
I LOVE HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN!! (just had to throw that in there!!)
God Bless us EVERYONE!
Song: RISE AND SHINE ASSHOLE!!! Artist: Alanis...funky last name!
you like snow, but only if its warm
you like rain, but only if its dry
there's no sentimental value to the rose that fell on your floor
there's no fundamental excuse for the granted im taken for
cause its easier not to
so much earier not to
and what goes around never comes around to you
you like pain, but only if it doesnt hurt too much
you sit...
and you wait...
to receive!!!
theres an obvious attraction the the path of least resistance in your life
theres an obvious aversion..
no amount of my insistence could make you try tonight
there's an apprehensive, naked, little, trembling boy with his head in his hands
and there's an underestimated and impatient little girl raising her hand
get out, get outta here, enough already!!
Wake Up!!!
I feel so much power in this song. It makes me wanna be so strong!! woo hoo!!
Type of day: Lazy so far!! But what's new?!
Highlight of the day: Hearing that Rick had a good time on his date last night!
Couldve been better: Realizing I have to start working out! waaaaaa!
Outlook: Gonna motivate myself to go walking in the hot ass sunlight!! GOTTA DO IT!
"Wouldnt it be rad if I got a pair of shoes with zebra stripes on them?!" roflmfao!
Yeah, that's how I feel about it. I am really excited to get to a size I am happy with. But I dont want to change, at the same time, which causes some weirdness in me. I have a lot of issues with people hating fat people. Because, whether or not you want to admit it, its a very true thing! NO ONE LOVES A FAT GIRL!! That is like officially my moto. Yes, its depressing, and Yes, its sad. BUT...YES ITS TRUE!! I know that I am a great person and anyone would be lucky to be with me, but no one sees past my weight. NO ONE! Not even those who claim to be above that. No guys are above that shit. I, on the other hand, would date a man with 4 arms as long as he made me laugh and was good to me!! Double standards rule our society. But, fortunately, they dont rule me!!
Life is otherwise pretty good. I get lonely on occasion but push it aside and focus on the good. My cousin and her daughter are living with us for about a month and a half. She is getting married on July 23 and then moving to Kansas with her husband who is stationed there. We are all gonna miss them sooo much! I'm so glad we get to spend this time with them before they leave!
I LOVE HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN!! (just had to throw that in there!!)
God Bless us EVERYONE!
Song: RISE AND SHINE ASSHOLE!!! Artist: Alanis...funky last name!
you like snow, but only if its warm
you like rain, but only if its dry
there's no sentimental value to the rose that fell on your floor
there's no fundamental excuse for the granted im taken for
cause its easier not to
so much earier not to
and what goes around never comes around to you
you like pain, but only if it doesnt hurt too much
you sit...
and you wait...
to receive!!!
theres an obvious attraction the the path of least resistance in your life
theres an obvious aversion..
no amount of my insistence could make you try tonight
there's an apprehensive, naked, little, trembling boy with his head in his hands
and there's an underestimated and impatient little girl raising her hand
get out, get outta here, enough already!!
Wake Up!!!
I feel so much power in this song. It makes me wanna be so strong!! woo hoo!!
Type of day: Lazy so far!! But what's new?!
Highlight of the day: Hearing that Rick had a good time on his date last night!
Couldve been better: Realizing I have to start working out! waaaaaa!
Outlook: Gonna motivate myself to go walking in the hot ass sunlight!! GOTTA DO IT!
"Wouldnt it be rad if I got a pair of shoes with zebra stripes on them?!" roflmfao!