I can hear my heart beat in my ears

[mysisterhatesme]

I dont think that i have ever been this sick in my whole life....ever! I had a great day yesturday and I was going to have a wonderful day today but thats when it all started I layed down to go to sleep and I started thinking .....I got a new job and I love it I work at a day care but then I started thinking of some of those kids......I new this would happen but I didnt think it was going to be so soon I wish I could help them more than I am obligated too I have only worked there for 2 days and I want to take some of those kids home with me and not let them go to there parents. The next thing I started to think about was that alot of my friends are leaving actually they have allready gone....well most of them. Then I started thinking about this one person in my life that I want to help but have tried and tried I think its getting better but I think its time for me to be stronger any ways Im still just laying there Im shaking casue Im so cold Im shaking casue Im nervous about meeting a new person and Im burping becasue Im breathing so fast and hard ...I want to throw up so badly!

im still laying there and now Im thinking its probley just a virus thats going around