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Can I just end now? I just would like to stop. I'd like to be done. Every inch I move, I make things worse. I have so many conflicting feelings and they're not just conflicting. They are at war. They are screaming and stabbing and killing each other with ferocity and vitriol. And I'm left just sobbing in the pieces trying to understand what to say or do, how to move.
It would just be easier to end.
It would just be easier to end.