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I fucking hate myself. I hate everything about me.
I hate my face and how it's disgusting.
I hate my body, it's repulsive.
I hate my fucking brain because it used to be fucking smart and now I'm a fucking LOSER who doesn't know anything and everyone treats me like I'm dumb and I get so fucking angry but I should be able to take it because I am fucking dumb.
I want to yell at him. I want to punch him, I want to pull his hair, I want him to bleed. Why? Because he deserves it. He has everything and he throws it all away. He's a selfish and arrogant bastard, and he refuses to be happy because he likes being miserable because he thinks that it's the right way for him to be. He says that he's mentally happy, he doesn't even know what the fuck he's talking about. So he can sit there with his little fucking games and his stupid MATH and I don't care because he's not even worth the time of fucking day.
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I HATE YOU ALL, INCLUDING FUCKING ME.
I hate my face and how it's disgusting.
I hate my body, it's repulsive.
I hate my fucking brain because it used to be fucking smart and now I'm a fucking LOSER who doesn't know anything and everyone treats me like I'm dumb and I get so fucking angry but I should be able to take it because I am fucking dumb.
I want to yell at him. I want to punch him, I want to pull his hair, I want him to bleed. Why? Because he deserves it. He has everything and he throws it all away. He's a selfish and arrogant bastard, and he refuses to be happy because he likes being miserable because he thinks that it's the right way for him to be. He says that he's mentally happy, he doesn't even know what the fuck he's talking about. So he can sit there with his little fucking games and his stupid MATH and I don't care because he's not even worth the time of fucking day.
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I HATE YOU ALL, INCLUDING FUCKING ME.