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Well, I ate today, as I suspected I would, but whatever. That's okay. I think me and Terra look good anyways. We shouldn't be doing this for much longer, I think... but whatever.
Anyways... totally random off topic, but I've noticed just how emotionless and cold I've been lately. Completely distant. I don't care about anyone or anything anymore. I haven't spoken to Brendan in two weeks now... and I don't care. And today I blew Stephan off all day, and I didn't care. And I did nothing at JA, and I didn't care. It's actually starting to scare me a lot. I think I'm going to have to try and work my way back into a human being soon. If I stay focussed on calories, and that's it... I guess I just don't like the idea of me becoming this. This isn't me... I can't do this. I'll end up pushing everyone away, and I just can't do that. I can't do it to myself. So I'm going to try to smarten up. Eventually. Not yet. Soon enough.
Anyways, I'm going to go do my mounds of physics homework. (yay...) I'll talk to you soon.
TR
Anyways... totally random off topic, but I've noticed just how emotionless and cold I've been lately. Completely distant. I don't care about anyone or anything anymore. I haven't spoken to Brendan in two weeks now... and I don't care. And today I blew Stephan off all day, and I didn't care. And I did nothing at JA, and I didn't care. It's actually starting to scare me a lot. I think I'm going to have to try and work my way back into a human being soon. If I stay focussed on calories, and that's it... I guess I just don't like the idea of me becoming this. This isn't me... I can't do this. I'll end up pushing everyone away, and I just can't do that. I can't do it to myself. So I'm going to try to smarten up. Eventually. Not yet. Soon enough.
Anyways, I'm going to go do my mounds of physics homework. (yay...) I'll talk to you soon.
TR