Dec 11, 2003 00:24
I finally contacted Sakata. I'll admit here that I was hesitant because I doubt she'll read this. I thought she'd be mad. I tried to avoid the subject.
Her response was one of ridicule, accusations, mistrust, and venom.
I still want to think of her as a friend.
If she breaks off with me this night, then tomorrow I'll begin living anew.
I won't bother her with my troubles if she won't trust me. It's all up to her now.
Somehow, I feel calm...