my eventful weekend...
I've come to learn that when depressed, being exiled to you room, alone, with absolutely nothing to do but think, is a bad baad thing. :P Oh well....
I want to now preface all I am about to say with this.... I appreciate my friends SO incredibly much. Not too many people know this but there was a time not too long ago when I felt pretty alone. For different reasons, I felt like a lot of the friendships I had built were quickly deteriorating. When my life pretty much caved in about a few weeks back, it was the worst point in my life, EVER. I just felt like I had no one at all. I have to say now, however, that I couldn't have been more wrong. The love and support that has been sent my way lately has helped me in such great ways that I can't even express. I thank all of you that have had encouraging words and comforting hugs. And especially a HUGE thanks to Annie. You understand more than anyone how I've been feeling and I just can't thank you enough for being there for me. (((hugs))) And if you still see me sulking at times, don't take it personally... you guys are doing a great job at making my life easier. :)
That being said... I had the worst weekend!!! haha Everyone was really great to me and I appreciate it! But the month from hell just continued. When it rains, it pores down... in rivers and lakes... I won't even talk about Friday. That was one big BLAH. Saturday was as expected, really REALLY tough. The wedding.. AAH that was really hard! Well some parts of it anyway. I did enjoy a lot of it. And it was really nice to see Anne and Cedric so happy and with such big smiles on their faces. :) All in all I'm glad I decided to still go. I had a long unhappy drive home but then Annie called and told me to go meet her at Alisa's new place so that perked me up a little bit. I went home, got changed, and then started to drive over there. I say started because I didn't exactly make it there on my own... haha My car was fine all day, no problems at all. But then I got about 8 blocks away and my engine started to rev. Every time I hit a stop sign and hit the gas to go again (and there are MANY stop signs on the way there) it would rev even louder and take more gas for the car to move. I got to a block away and the car just stopped! LOVELY!! So there I am... all alone, car stuck in the very middle of the road, with Fall River maniacs beeping and screaming out obscenities at me. My first instinct was just to cry my eyes out but for some reason I just started laughing and laughing. Every time someone would peg the finger or something I would just laugh harder. I must have looked like a psycho... huh So I called Annie and she sent Brett, Ryan and Kyle to come save me. Ryan got out of the car and walked down the street just shaking his head with this empathetic smile on his face. "You are just have a baaad month aren't you?" OOOH yes!! ;) Kyle predicted my transmission line went and thankfully he was right... (40 bucks instead of $1000) And my three hero's pushed my car down the road and out of the way till my Dad could get AAA to come get it. Spent the rest of the night with most of them so that was nice.
Sunday... believe it or not this day started out quite well. Got up early, didn't have to rush to the meeting, actually got to eat before I left. (which is unusual in case you don't know haha) Came home afterwards... waited a while for Tiffaney and Andy to call cause I thought they were going to come over. Much to my disapointment they didn't. I miss and love you chick!!! A little after 5 Jared called though, so I ended up going over there with Bri, and a bunch of other cool people showed up. I was having a good time at first but as the night went on I started not feeling well. By the time Bri brought me home I was feeling REALLY seriously not well. I took one BIG pain pill and went straight to bed but I couldn't sleep cause it was so bad. About 2 or 3 hours later the medicine finally started to make a dent in the pain but the less pain I felt the more I realized how much of a stomach ache I had. And well.. you probably can guess the rest... Bad night... bad bad night. haha Got about 4 or 5 hours sleep total and ended up with a fever yesterday. (hence the reason I was exiled to my room) I'm starting to feel a little better today thankfully. Fever is gone and Mom has let me emerge from my cave and over to the computer. :) Hopefully I will be able to eat whatever I want again soon. I can't loose anymore weight!!
So that's where my life is at at the moment. Anyone want to trade?! ;)
*hugs*
~>*Kristen*<~
I want to now preface all I am about to say with this.... I appreciate my friends SO incredibly much. Not too many people know this but there was a time not too long ago when I felt pretty alone. For different reasons, I felt like a lot of the friendships I had built were quickly deteriorating. When my life pretty much caved in about a few weeks back, it was the worst point in my life, EVER. I just felt like I had no one at all. I have to say now, however, that I couldn't have been more wrong. The love and support that has been sent my way lately has helped me in such great ways that I can't even express. I thank all of you that have had encouraging words and comforting hugs. And especially a HUGE thanks to Annie. You understand more than anyone how I've been feeling and I just can't thank you enough for being there for me. (((hugs))) And if you still see me sulking at times, don't take it personally... you guys are doing a great job at making my life easier. :)
That being said... I had the worst weekend!!! haha Everyone was really great to me and I appreciate it! But the month from hell just continued. When it rains, it pores down... in rivers and lakes... I won't even talk about Friday. That was one big BLAH. Saturday was as expected, really REALLY tough. The wedding.. AAH that was really hard! Well some parts of it anyway. I did enjoy a lot of it. And it was really nice to see Anne and Cedric so happy and with such big smiles on their faces. :) All in all I'm glad I decided to still go. I had a long unhappy drive home but then Annie called and told me to go meet her at Alisa's new place so that perked me up a little bit. I went home, got changed, and then started to drive over there. I say started because I didn't exactly make it there on my own... haha My car was fine all day, no problems at all. But then I got about 8 blocks away and my engine started to rev. Every time I hit a stop sign and hit the gas to go again (and there are MANY stop signs on the way there) it would rev even louder and take more gas for the car to move. I got to a block away and the car just stopped! LOVELY!! So there I am... all alone, car stuck in the very middle of the road, with Fall River maniacs beeping and screaming out obscenities at me. My first instinct was just to cry my eyes out but for some reason I just started laughing and laughing. Every time someone would peg the finger or something I would just laugh harder. I must have looked like a psycho... huh So I called Annie and she sent Brett, Ryan and Kyle to come save me. Ryan got out of the car and walked down the street just shaking his head with this empathetic smile on his face. "You are just have a baaad month aren't you?" OOOH yes!! ;) Kyle predicted my transmission line went and thankfully he was right... (40 bucks instead of $1000) And my three hero's pushed my car down the road and out of the way till my Dad could get AAA to come get it. Spent the rest of the night with most of them so that was nice.
Sunday... believe it or not this day started out quite well. Got up early, didn't have to rush to the meeting, actually got to eat before I left. (which is unusual in case you don't know haha) Came home afterwards... waited a while for Tiffaney and Andy to call cause I thought they were going to come over. Much to my disapointment they didn't. I miss and love you chick!!! A little after 5 Jared called though, so I ended up going over there with Bri, and a bunch of other cool people showed up. I was having a good time at first but as the night went on I started not feeling well. By the time Bri brought me home I was feeling REALLY seriously not well. I took one BIG pain pill and went straight to bed but I couldn't sleep cause it was so bad. About 2 or 3 hours later the medicine finally started to make a dent in the pain but the less pain I felt the more I realized how much of a stomach ache I had. And well.. you probably can guess the rest... Bad night... bad bad night. haha Got about 4 or 5 hours sleep total and ended up with a fever yesterday. (hence the reason I was exiled to my room) I'm starting to feel a little better today thankfully. Fever is gone and Mom has let me emerge from my cave and over to the computer. :) Hopefully I will be able to eat whatever I want again soon. I can't loose anymore weight!!
So that's where my life is at at the moment. Anyone want to trade?! ;)
*hugs*
~>*Kristen*<~