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Well…not much happened today…
Woke up late and felt dizzy, made it to school somehow, and on the way up the stairs, I was like “I’m DYING” Wayne pops up from nowhere and says “everybody is slowly dying”. OMFG I wanted to go and up and proclaim my…well, minor crush on him.
I can’t believe after what Peter did to me, I could find it in myself to think any guy would even worth having my heart ripped out and spit on. But…just like Dominic I’m sure he’s too good for me. I should become like peter and just ignore everybody…at least Wayne said helo^^;;
The afternoon still sucked and somebody *caushwaynecaugh* came up was almost excite to be my partner, but Kelsey Scott, the bitch, shoved him away and took his spot. She kept messing with me the whole time too. But at least I get to go to gym and just…chill with Emily, Emily rocks. Poor Vicky didn’t seem to feeling well…well again nor did I. But oh well, what the hell I can do. Even I could do something, would it make a difference? Peter re-breaks my heart every time he flashes that fake smile, and nice “hi Teresa!” I got 1 really cheap hug today, but it still made me feel safe. Peter and ****** always seem to make me feel, so safe, and tiny. Like when I was 5 and Papa would carry me every where. I miss being that tiny and helpless; all the little people liked me. I just feel so lost and useless…not to mention alone.
Ill update later!!1 ILOVE YOU
Woke up late and felt dizzy, made it to school somehow, and on the way up the stairs, I was like “I’m DYING” Wayne pops up from nowhere and says “everybody is slowly dying”. OMFG I wanted to go and up and proclaim my…well, minor crush on him.
I can’t believe after what Peter did to me, I could find it in myself to think any guy would even worth having my heart ripped out and spit on. But…just like Dominic I’m sure he’s too good for me. I should become like peter and just ignore everybody…at least Wayne said helo^^;;
The afternoon still sucked and somebody *caushwaynecaugh* came up was almost excite to be my partner, but Kelsey Scott, the bitch, shoved him away and took his spot. She kept messing with me the whole time too. But at least I get to go to gym and just…chill with Emily, Emily rocks. Poor Vicky didn’t seem to feeling well…well again nor did I. But oh well, what the hell I can do. Even I could do something, would it make a difference? Peter re-breaks my heart every time he flashes that fake smile, and nice “hi Teresa!” I got 1 really cheap hug today, but it still made me feel safe. Peter and ****** always seem to make me feel, so safe, and tiny. Like when I was 5 and Papa would carry me every where. I miss being that tiny and helpless; all the little people liked me. I just feel so lost and useless…not to mention alone.
Ill update later!!1 ILOVE YOU