May 19, 2004 20:39
Today was the first official day of me being 14 years old.
Yesterday was great. I brought in all sorts of stuff for my kickass friends. Dave Price said “and a happy 14th birthday to Teresa Rivera, it’s a big one!” at 6:04am on LIVE TV!!! OMG it ROCKED!! So I made the bus on time *gasp* and I got to school and everybody wished me a happy birthday! I felt so loved. Then 4th period I was called down to the school psychologist’s office for the whole period. Then, I had to go back down from period 6/7 to 15 minuets left in 11th period. So I just went down to art and everybody lined up to give me hugs at the end of the period^^ twas such fun, I wish I would get hugs from everybody everyday! Even Emily gave me hugs! Got home and we did the whole cake thing. And the grandparents gave me a 50, a bunch of 20s and a few 5s ^^ I love them so much; my papa also got me a pair of pant things! But Vicky rocks she gave me a few things and Lauren gave me a bunch of boys. My friends mean so much to me, I love you guys like WOAH!
Woke up and had cake for breakfast LOL, it was really good too. And the day rocked except for Amani flashing his “boobies” at me like a dozen times ^^; “do you think there big enough Teresa?! There lopsided, but there all natural”. God I wanted to like…die. It was sooo nasty! Then I was peter at art and we talked a bit, and I really really really wanted a hug, but lord know he’s never going to touch me ever again ;_; ill get over this whole thing soon, I swear…but for now…it just hurts. I se him and I feel my heart break all over again. So art isn’t as wonderful as it used to be… But I still love seeing my older friends. But everyone was at track today ^^;; Um…but the day was going fine until I took my sweater off and Phyllis took a look at my cheat and shouted “dang Teresa, your boobs are as big as MINE!!” Not only did I get looked up by one of the worlds biggest BITCHES, but then she has to comment and my *ahem* bust size…so I had to explain to Lacey cause silly lil her didn’t get it. So peter went really pale and kept saying “I don’t want to hear this, I’m going to leave, and I really shouldn’t be hearing this.” He’s so un-guy like…maybe that’s why I like him. He’s not a perverted little jerk…but now he’s got the whole jerk thing down. Oh well... Teresa’s stupid for even falling in--liking him. I knew no guy would ever go for me, yet I still fell for someone. I just hate myself for being so ugly and STUPID! And if kunaal ever brings that topic up in school ever again im never to speak to him ever again…except for Rent ‘acause I really wanna see it. But you all must go, ‘cause I dun wanna be all alone with a couple of icky boys LOL