Fair warning just bullshit below :p
Man I’ve been debating on taking the girls to see Finding Nemo...*sighs* I guess I will. I really need to get out and I’ve heard it was great. :p Plus it’s a reason for more money. Just have to stop by the sugar daddy’s work place and say I want more money…here God I love being spoiled! I should have been more like this growing up. People ask all the time why I make him spoil me and it’s simple. He knew fourth hand what he was getting into. I was NOT spoiled growing up. Actually I was very neglected and tossed from home to home and had to ;listen to people bitch about my mother doing it and not coming back for days at a time.
So anyways I was determined I wouldn’t be involved with anyone at all in any way if I wasn’t. Well me and the husband are / were separated and I still get / got everything paid for. I still think we might try to work things out so I’m better off. I know I’m terrible. I love the guy just not in any sexual way.
With him living with me I’m able to go out and him watch my daughter. (Before anyone ask. NO he’s not her father) but anyways. I get to do more. When she starts school next month I’m not sure what I’m going to do. *Sighs again* I feel so undecided on things these days and so lost.
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life or why. I’m just so confused. I’d say I’m going threw a mid life crises *giggles* if I wasn’t 24 I don’t think it’s possible this young. Then again I could be wrong I have been before. :p
Well g2g and get the freaking kids ready. What the hell do you do with a 4 and 11 yr old together? Such a age difference and yet I’m still mommy *Confused look*
So anyways I was determined I wouldn’t be involved with anyone at all in any way if I wasn’t. Well me and the husband are / were separated and I still get / got everything paid for. I still think we might try to work things out so I’m better off. I know I’m terrible. I love the guy just not in any sexual way.
With him living with me I’m able to go out and him watch my daughter. (Before anyone ask. NO he’s not her father) but anyways. I get to do more. When she starts school next month I’m not sure what I’m going to do. *Sighs again* I feel so undecided on things these days and so lost.
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life or why. I’m just so confused. I’d say I’m going threw a mid life crises *giggles* if I wasn’t 24 I don’t think it’s possible this young. Then again I could be wrong I have been before. :p
Well g2g and get the freaking kids ready. What the hell do you do with a 4 and 11 yr old together? Such a age difference and yet I’m still mommy *Confused look*