There's no other thing on earth I'd rather be than pretending that everything is ok.
When so in love, you don't notice the maims or flaws. You pretend they don't exist or make the best of them and learn to accept them. Then after everything, you end up noticing what you had been oblivious too and hate every single aspect of that person.
Ignore that.
At any rate, on Friday, Chris, Martin, Andrew, Katrina (Chris' sister), and I all went to see The Foriegner ot Osbourn City. We met up with April and Mel. It was fun. Before the play, Chris and I took a nap!! I love sleeping with someone else and knowing that nothing can cause me harm. It's the best feeling. I don't know if I want to mention this but I will. I will probs. regret it but that's ok. I saw Joe Friday night. It was on the way to Martin's house. He was at the church on the corner before Martin's. I chose not to say anything cos A) he sucks B) Chris dislikes him C) he sucks and D) he's an asshole. plain and simple. The play was really humourous. Afterwards, we went to KFC. That was exciting. After that, we went to some neighborhood near Martin's and hung around for a while. Fun fun fun.
Wow. I could have sworn that was a boy ... until I saw her boobs. She'd be a decent boy but she's still a fairly ugly girl. Just looking through her bloody pictures I swore she was a boy. Someone needs to stop telling her she is hot and tell her she looks like a boy who wears make up. Someone also needs to tell her to grow her hair back out. I'm just waiting for some facial hair or something. You know what's up.
I saw Underworld yesterday. It was good. If anyone has any good movies on DVD (we FINALLY got a DVD player!!!) or VHS I would like to borrow some movies and catch up on the times. We should be watching Kill Bill and Antwone Fischer tomorrow. I'm excited. mhm.
Today was good then got sour. I got the prom pics from Mike. I took my Chemistry SOL. When I walked in, Laura and I started talking as always. Then Laura said that I look "saucy" today - I wore my back and white striped shirt with my black pants. Andrew Moyer came up to us and said that I look saucy as well. He's been flirting with me a lot lately. He is hottt. mhm. kind of raunchy though but hey, im not going to have sex with him so I guess it really doesn't matter. Math sucked. Spanish was easy. After Spanish on the way to gym, Andrew saw me in the hallway and he gave me a big hug. I was confused then all "OMG!!!1!11!1!1! ANDREW MOYER GAVE ME A HUG!!11!11!1" I felt like hot shit then. Gym was boring. I stayed after for Math review and I hung out with Laura for a while. I went to math eventually and then we watched the baseball game. BUZZ?!?!?! When our team splits after a meeting in the game, they yell buzz! BUZZ OUT OF ALL FUCKING THINGS. I guess you had to be there to laugh at it. Mrs. Dzieciolowski gaved me a ride home =]. Before the game, I saw a really hotttttttttt guy. I do not know his name and it is quite tragic. He was remarkablly hottt and I want to know who he is. He was tall, a little taller than I, I'd say about 6'4 or so, dark short hair, dark eyes, very nice features, kind of mysterious looking, looks like an emoish or indieish boy. V E R Y F U C K I N G H O T T T T T T T T T T TTTTTT ... anyway .. he was skinny and attractive. I tried to follow him but failed. I will post pics from prom and my camwhoring tomorrow or later.