damn you
Why is he doing this to me??
Is it because he knows that I used to have feelings for him??
The way that he acts when I call him, I think he is developing feelings for me like I used to have for him...
I don't want to get hurt again, so I am trying to keep my feelings in check...
He asked if I wanted to come up to the mountains, where he lives with his mom and his sister, for next weekend...
I don't know if I should or not...
I think I know what his motives are but I am not positive...
I am scared and feel like crying whenever I am along...
He says that he misses me and that I am the only one who ever understood him and didn't hate him for who and what he was...
The truth is that I did hate him for who he was...
The way that he treated girls is the reason that I stopped caring for him like I did...
But what if he changed, if thats possible???
What if he is who I am supposed to end up with??
What if I start getting feelings for him again??
I need your help...
Why is he doing this to me...
Why am I doing this to myself...
Is it because he knows that I used to have feelings for him??
The way that he acts when I call him, I think he is developing feelings for me like I used to have for him...
I don't want to get hurt again, so I am trying to keep my feelings in check...
He asked if I wanted to come up to the mountains, where he lives with his mom and his sister, for next weekend...
I don't know if I should or not...
I think I know what his motives are but I am not positive...
I am scared and feel like crying whenever I am along...
He says that he misses me and that I am the only one who ever understood him and didn't hate him for who and what he was...
The truth is that I did hate him for who he was...
The way that he treated girls is the reason that I stopped caring for him like I did...
But what if he changed, if thats possible???
What if he is who I am supposed to end up with??
What if I start getting feelings for him again??
I need your help...
Why is he doing this to me...
Why am I doing this to myself...