Apr 29, 2008 21:18
Perfect.
I hella need to vent about this pregnancy. First, eww. Sick all the time. Sick, moody, hella hormonal. Like a ticking time bomb. Going out sucks. It sucks being the only sober person in a room full of people. It sucks that I don't know what's going on with baby daddy #2. He never talks to me. When we're together we just mingle with other people, then have sex, then fall asleep. It doesn't help that he works all the time so I like never see him. I don't know what he wants. I don't know what we are. I don't know what's gonna happen. Ugh. I'm so fat. I should NOT be this fat already. My belly is huge! People keep asking me if I'm having twins! And people at work are such shit talkers. It's like, shut up already! Mind your own business. All I gotta keep telling myself is...beautiful, healthy baby...beautiful...healthy...baby. It's gonna be a looong next few months!