wow
sooo I havnt updated this since i first moved to Camden....
basically the stay here has been the worse experience of my life... but at the same time I have learned more here then I could ahve learned in my entire life back home. the house started off with Me, Alicia, Ruthanne, Kyle, Joel, David and Chris. we lost Kyle, joel, chris and David but gained Tisha and Kraig. as much as the people hre drive me nuts there deffintly my family. we've been through everything together. I'm only here for another 2 months. I cant even imagin what will happen. but i take it a day at a time.
when I first moved to Camden I missed home soo much, and i still do. I had a boyfriend named mike who did everything for me and was great. but when I moved up to Camden and couldnt see him as much I became friends with some Camden boys. I went to some pretty sweet parties and I had a really good time. I even met a boy and after time, we became really close. we could telk to each other about everything and we always had a tone of fun. I barely had anytime to even talk to my old friends. Mike and I broke up eventually. I didnt really have the time and I was out partying all the time. I always had a hard time makeing the responcible decitions and the "not-so-responcible-but-fuck-it" type decitions. I kinda got together with this kid from Camden. we had our fun and all but he wasent the best choice for me and I knew it. It took some time to grow up and out of a hole that i am still in, but im akeing my way out. I put all the drama in the hosue beside me, got back with Mike, got my shit done and things are deffently running alot easier then they were.
I come home for a week tomorrow. yessss.
I probably wont write in this again untill after september when I graduate cause im sooo busy.
Wipe the tears from your eyes
Keep believeing that you'll survive
and never die and never die alone..
basically the stay here has been the worse experience of my life... but at the same time I have learned more here then I could ahve learned in my entire life back home. the house started off with Me, Alicia, Ruthanne, Kyle, Joel, David and Chris. we lost Kyle, joel, chris and David but gained Tisha and Kraig. as much as the people hre drive me nuts there deffintly my family. we've been through everything together. I'm only here for another 2 months. I cant even imagin what will happen. but i take it a day at a time.
when I first moved to Camden I missed home soo much, and i still do. I had a boyfriend named mike who did everything for me and was great. but when I moved up to Camden and couldnt see him as much I became friends with some Camden boys. I went to some pretty sweet parties and I had a really good time. I even met a boy and after time, we became really close. we could telk to each other about everything and we always had a tone of fun. I barely had anytime to even talk to my old friends. Mike and I broke up eventually. I didnt really have the time and I was out partying all the time. I always had a hard time makeing the responcible decitions and the "not-so-responcible-but-fuck-it" type decitions. I kinda got together with this kid from Camden. we had our fun and all but he wasent the best choice for me and I knew it. It took some time to grow up and out of a hole that i am still in, but im akeing my way out. I put all the drama in the hosue beside me, got back with Mike, got my shit done and things are deffently running alot easier then they were.
I come home for a week tomorrow. yessss.
I probably wont write in this again untill after september when I graduate cause im sooo busy.
Wipe the tears from your eyes
Keep believeing that you'll survive
and never die and never die alone..