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So it's true...God really doesn't want me to be happy.
I found this out because everytime something good happends, and I saw I'm so happy and thankful this happend, It gets takin away. just Wensday night I was telling everyone how my life could not get any btter at that point and everything was going soooo good. then in one day everything dies. I'm just not gonna talk anymore or think. My mouth gets me in a lot of trouble and my thoughts just make me unhappy.
guys suck. I should be lezbien.
I had court yesturday and I'm on my way to court now. It really sucks having your entire family testify against you. and not having a voice what so ever. and I have to work all weekend and close every night. and next week im closing 5 nights. ughhh.
But now when I have to close I dont have to drive all the way back to sopo. I stay with my friends Stippo and a bunch of other kids and we have a good time.
I watched Titanic yesturday. and it sounds weird but I relate to Rose Rippiear/Dosin (spelling?) more then anyone else. how she thinks and talks. and how she says "she was standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of her lungs, and no one even looked up". that line is deffintly about me... and how when she finally finds something that truly makes her happy and shes in love, It dies.
time for court. Yay!
bye.
I found this out because everytime something good happends, and I saw I'm so happy and thankful this happend, It gets takin away. just Wensday night I was telling everyone how my life could not get any btter at that point and everything was going soooo good. then in one day everything dies. I'm just not gonna talk anymore or think. My mouth gets me in a lot of trouble and my thoughts just make me unhappy.
guys suck. I should be lezbien.
I had court yesturday and I'm on my way to court now. It really sucks having your entire family testify against you. and not having a voice what so ever. and I have to work all weekend and close every night. and next week im closing 5 nights. ughhh.
But now when I have to close I dont have to drive all the way back to sopo. I stay with my friends Stippo and a bunch of other kids and we have a good time.
I watched Titanic yesturday. and it sounds weird but I relate to Rose Rippiear/Dosin (spelling?) more then anyone else. how she thinks and talks. and how she says "she was standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of her lungs, and no one even looked up". that line is deffintly about me... and how when she finally finds something that truly makes her happy and shes in love, It dies.
time for court. Yay!
bye.